So , this is it ?

Well , since i have nothing to do , i am blogging now . Well life is treating me like I don't deserve to be here on this face of earth ! I really can't live like this ! OMG , why am i so emo nowadays ? because of him ah ? YES IT IS ! SO MAN ? THIS IS IT ? COME ON ! Stop ignoring me like I doesn't exist in your life ! I MISS YA ALOT ! JUST WANNA SAY THAT ! ILY :))

Will You Ever Be Mine ?

Mr , KMP a.k.a KMPH , Would you ever be mine ? I wish to know it from you but unfortunately i am too shy and scared to ask you . I know you don't give a damn about me . She's just too lucky man . I just hope someday you will be mine and remain mine or else , i will pray that you would have a awesome girl in your life . Take care dude , you are graduating edy , You will always remain in my heart :) I LOVE YOU ALOT :)

21.03.2011

School holidays are over . Homework season is back ! OMG , i got my results edyy ! And i got so bad results lehh ! Pity me worr :((  My marks and my face when i get my marks ::

BAHASA MALAYSIA / BM : 70%[B]

"ALAMAK , IT'S AN B !! TUMBS DOWN :(("

ENGLISH : 80% [A]

''OMGG , its an A!! PHEWWWWWWWW"

And so on .. No more photos but got marks lehh 1
SCIENCE : 71 % [B]
MATHS : DUNNO YET
MORAL : 95 % [A]
PSK : DUNNO HOW TO COUNT THE MARKS
 AND SO ON ...

Part Of My Life : )

When i say part of my life , it means this is what i do when i am bored . It's something in me . So just check it out . My edits . :))

17.03.2011

Today din't go anywhere .. Sit infront laptop and edit blog . Actually woke up 2pm oni . Shit right ? Arghhhhhhh , I wonder why he doesn't respect my feelings towards him . Maybe he thinks i am joking or maybe i am a bad gal ? I hate it . IT HURTSS  :((

16.03.2011 [ Outing With Friends xD ]

Another day , Another adventure but only during holidays :)) . Today i went to Times Square to watch movie & do some fun stuffs . I went to Times Square with Vivek anne , Darshyy , Moghana , Jojo , Rishi , Chitra & Dev . Johanand was suppose to come but at the end he din't show up . The first thing we did was buy the movie tickets . We bought "Mars Needs Moms" 3D . The ticket was RM18 and it was fun . The movie's beginning & ending brought me to tears . After movie , We straight head up to the SuperBowl . Oh wait , before that we went to the main entrance to see Chitra & Dev . Then we went to the SuperBowl . Omg , super fun . The first game , i won , FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE ! Then , the second i was in the 3rd position out of 5 . The winner was darshyy . During the game , Chitra & Dev had to go home . So they went off .After SuperBowl , we went to the 10th floor to eat something . We all ate fried rice except for Jojo who preferred mixed rice . We all din't eat the same fried rice . It was diff . Then we go play "kejar-kejar" in the 7th , 8th & 9th floor . It's an awesome experience . Then suddenly my phone battery was empty . Thank god there were a place to charge my phone . Since i brought my charger along , i charged my phone there . After that , we came home :)) . Mum met Vivek for the first time ! xD
Here's some picture :)) 

It's me :))

My new pictures . Have a look at it . I know it's ugly and it makes your eyes pain but please , look at it one by one . Love ya viewers ! 

14.03.2011

As you guys know , Today is 14th of March and i have a couple of friends who's birthday's on this day . They are Darshini a.k.a Darshyy , Nicolas a.k.a Nickk ( : , Xin huey & mummy's friend's son , Balraj . Darshyy turned 15 , Nickk and Xin Huey turned 14 & Balraj turned 21 . So let's come to the main thing , I was suppose to go out today but the outing was canceled because there were very less people attending . Arghhh , i tot i could go on the roller coaster and stuffs but i can't !! Arghhh !! Then , no.2 is , MY DAD WENT TO INDIA !! :'( I miss my dad alot edy ! My dad would be coming back after 10 days ! Ouchhh :( Love you & miss you papa ! Then now , no.3 , Went to Darshyy's birthday party . My mum bought the cake which i chose that is a mixed sponge cake . It was freaking yummmmy ( : . Then Usha , Chitra & Dev came . Well they are all girls . But you know .. Hehe ^^ . So i have a couple of photos to let you guys see :) Enjoy readingg :))

Birthday Girl :)

Me & Madam ( :

U Gave To D ( :

U & D ( :

From Left , Chitra , Darshyy & Usha ( :

Birthday cake chose by mum & me and message was done by me ( :

AWWWWWWWWWWWW (:

Sweeeeeeeeet nyeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrr & trying looking at darshyy's face :D

Don't be so Paranoid

Why are you so paranoid

Don't be so paranoid

Don't be so....

Baby don't worry about it

Lady don't even think about it

You worry bout the wrong things, the wrong things

You worry bout the wrong things, the wrong things

You worry bout the wrong things, the wrong things

You worry bout the wrong things, the wrong things

Tell me right now

You really wanna spend your whole life alone

A little time out might do you good, might do us good

Before we be done for good

Cause I make it good I could make it hood

I can make you come I can make you go

I can make you high I can make you fly

Make you touch the sky hey maybe so

All of the time

You be up in mine checking through my cell phone baby no

You wanna kill the vibe on another night

Here's another fight oh here we go

Baby don't worry about it

Lady we'll go out to the floor

Anyway they don't know you like I do

They'll never know you

Anyway they don't know you like I do

They'll never know you

All of the time

You wanna complain about the nights alone

So now you're here with me

Show some gratitude leave the attitude way back at home

Yea you see em look

Baby let em look give us cold looks cause we look cold

Yea you heard about all the word of mouth

Don't worry about what we can't control

All the talk in the world lost in the world

Till you finally let that thing go

You wanna check in to the heartbreak hotel

But sorry we're closed

Baby don't worry about it

Lady we'll go out to the floor

Anyway they don't know you like I do

They'll never know you

Anyway they don't know you like I do

They'll never know you

Baby don't worry about it

Lady don't even think about it

You worry bout the wrong things, the wrong thing

You worry bout the wrong thing, the wrong thing

You worry bout the wrong thing, the wrong thing

You worry bout the wrong thing

Anyway they don't know you like I do

They'll never know you

Anyway they don't know you like I do

They'll never know you 

At lastt :)

At last examination is over ! But the last day was the scariest . I am having headache and En.Izuwar was the scariest ! He slapped that guy and pull his hair and everything because he got to know that That boy copied the other guy's paper . And guess what ? He teared that guy's maths paper . OMG , So scaryy ! But today was quiet cool . Got to see himm :) The more i see him , the more i love him . I don't care if he doesn't like me but the only thing i know is I Love Him Alot :) ILY 

Love :)

I am seriously into this guy . Actually since early last year . But the problem is he doesn't like me and he ignores me every time i say i love him . Arghhhhhhh ! But for now , need to concentrate on studies : ) Adiozzzzz Love :)

I damn damn damn nervous :(

Oh crap , tomoro got GEO and i dunno a single shit about GEO . I seriously need god's help to pass this exam ! God , Please help me ! :(

OMGG

OMG ! I am having test this week ! I need to study and score good ! Please god , Gimme smartness ! I need to make my parents proud of me ! Pleaseee :)

My Vivek anne ♥

Now this is the garang-est anne i ever met in my life . Even though he is garang , he is sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet and kind . I just love my anne the way he is . But anne , u hurt me all the time . BTW , I am sorry if i had ever hurt you . If i did , Forgive me please . LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YAAAAAAAAAAAA ♥

Jaaan ♥

Well , Here comes the Palaw Queen . You know why we call her that ? Coz she palaw us all the time ! Arghhh . Look at the photo . It look like she is killing the cake right ? Very kole veri right ? In reality , She is not like that . She very very sweet , kind in reality . No matter what you do buddy , remember that i will always be by your side k ? Love ya buddy ♥

Daniel ♥

This is Daniel. Daniel Ravin, Even though i just met him but it look like i know him for decades edy.That's because the way he treat me , the way he talk to me , it makes me feel special . People , There's nothing between us . We are just Friends . Oops , Best friends . Dude , I love you alot :) Thanks for helping me and stuffs . Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ♥

Danuu ♥

This is Danushyaa a.k.a Danu a.a.k.a NINJA SAGA .Wanna know why we call her ninja saga ? Because of this really funny incident but unfortunately it is too private to the told here.Sorry friends.Now lemme tell about her . She's nice , funny , cruel but she is the best friend that anyone can ask for . She was the one who was with me all the while . I am sorry if i had done anything that hurt you . I seriously dun wanna lose a friend like you. I love you babe . You will always remain in my heart as the shorty i knew since i was 8 ♥

Now this is the new Dheshyy

Well , I am the new dheshyy . I kicked the old dheshyy to the mars and I replaced her . So think twice before messing with me .
Now my new profile :

Name         ♥  Dheshyy ♥
Age            ♥ Sweet 14 ♥
Birthday     ♥ 16♥08♥1997
School        ♥ SMK Cochrane ♥
A couple of
words         ♥ Not so much , just a couple of words . Just wanna say i LOVE MY BESTIES alot . No matter what they do , i will always be by their side . Danu , Jaan , Mishalini , Daniel , Gurpprit , Elan , Vivek anne . Muahhh ♥

Welcome.

Oh yeah people ! The goth is back and since its 2011,It's quite different ! I am no more a heart broken goth,imma healed goth ! So happy new year and enjoy : )